why is life so confusing? why am i always in so much pain it hurts to look it hurts to talk it hurts to feel its hurts so much my body aches my head aches my heart is broken my heart is in pieces i cant seem to put it back together everyone keep son breaking it why is everything so confusing?

your eyes they sparkle with anxiety your lips they quiver as i touch you your hands they tremble as you touch me your body it is so warm underneath me everything about you is perfect your smile your eyes your lips your beauty your radiance your grace your passion your whole body intrigues me

my heart is in a scramble. Feelings unknown to me come across to me. I feel one things, but yet i feel another. How can i be certain I am in love? Will i just know? well he tell me that he loves me back? These are the things that ponder in my mind. will we continue to be this way or will things change?

well I am no longer living in Indian for those of you i talk to. I am now living in michigan with my wonderful Boyfriend Ryan. He treats me wonderfully. We finally got internet so i will be on more to update things and work more on my story i have on here. I am trying my hardest to become a CNA. It is basically a nurses assistant. I would like to be a CNA in a nursing home. If i do not pass training i will get a regular job until the time comes when i can take training all over again. Guess that all for now. I am gonna wish you all a very happy day if you are reading this and hope everything goes perfect for you this fine and sun shiny day! :)

things are going wonderful! I have a man who cares for me no matter what my problems are. Most of you would know him as Espada. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me! :) I am extremely glad he is there for me! ILY boo!

well i have no idea where to take my story. I am at a complete writters block. Ideas and characters are welcomed. Thank you!

I think one thing then think another. get told one thing by one person and not even a day later and a dollar short they are telling me something different. I dont know what to do to anymore. Life is jsut f*****g us up the a$$ and laughing at us. Things are not good in life right now............

i dont know what to do anymore. I get told one thing but then five minutes later told a different thing. People say they love you but never talk to you unless they want to see you. Life is nothing but pain and misery.People try to make you feel a certain way but then break you when you think you are completly happy. Nothing is ever good in life unless you are by yourself......