Tens's Journal

Man... what a shitty week for me.

During the week days I had about less than 10hrs of sleep. Too busy working on nursing paperwork, studying for tests for class, clinical at the hospital, and had to finalize/organize my cultural powerpoint presentation with my group members (who were hardworking and not lazy. THANK GOODNESS.).

The shitty thing is that I had to do a nursing care plan in one night. That day my classmates were all, "Blahblah is the care plan was due tomorrow?" I was like, "WAT!" We talked to my clinical instructor about it and said turn it in tomorrow anyway even on a short notice because he thought it was due some other time. So basically was reminded of some paperwork the night before it was due. My main (class) instructor did not go over with us how to do the stupid thing which is what pissed me off the most.

I had to sit in Barnes & Noble late afternoon through half the night after I met up with my group all afternoon that same day. Reading out of a book that I just picked off the shelf, sat down on the floor, and used it for my care plan as reference. Because guess what... you can't do the care plan without a certain book to reference to and it wasn't even on the mandatory book list. What a load of shit... if you can't do all the work without a certain book... put the damn thing on there kfuckingthx.

As if my week couldn't get any less frustrating. I got a speeding ticket while going to class. I was just thinking about my presentation that day and all the tests I need to do. Next thing I know, I hear a *******cop pulling me over on his damn bike. Seriously... he was the stereotypical high patrol motorcyclist. The officer had a big orange/brownish mustache with his ball helmet and big shades. Man... I was so stressed that my mind went blank and was like ****inside my head. Outside I was like, "Hello officer" and just responded with "Ok." Forgot to ask the officer if by some small chance I could get off with a warning. Well, still sucks cock. Most likely I can get off with just going to traffic school since it's my first ticket ever. My friend recommended me to an attorney to help go over my options. Either way it's going to cost money I don't have.

Then some icing on the cake. I broke a big bowl while washing the dishes this morning. Thanks a lot! This week reminds me of when I got 2 flat tires in 2 weeks. Everyone has their bad weeks and this is one of them.

This is one of those times where I wish I could go back, even a couple of days (I would want 2 weeks), to help prevent all this ****from happening. I was so looking forward to the weekend and be worry free except for my final I need to study for but I actually have time to do that.

Yeah... I kind of wanted to work on my vector this week. Since the due date is kind of next week. But the issues above just made me not want to do ****and sit back contemplating about it. It's going to be another last minute entry again. Hopefully I can find some time during the week days to at least start on it. Rushing my Canaan vector taught me that. I worked on that for 20+hrs straight with no sleep and having a few more hours would have allowed me to refine the details more.

Anyway, I bet people had shittier weeks than mine (ie: lay off, broke up with lover, family member dying, and getting hit by a car) but I needed somewhere to vent this shit.

Also, WTFFUX latest Infinite Stratos episode. What have you done to Laura. Too much dere-dere in one episode. It needs to be made up later on with Laura beating the ****out of people with blood being spilled.