SPOILER (click to view)

Firstly spring semester closed in April and I decided I’m not doing summers :P …. Which means one thing Employment …Don’t get me wrong ,working is cool and all but I’m a lazy bastard and would much rather be paid to flip over my pillow and take a second sleep :3

Then there was the lack of inspiration most of my WIP’s were side projects started during the making of other walls and unless I have an acute stroke of boredom , I’m not going to finish any of them anytime soon. Which makes you wonder “so how’d this one come about then :S ?” ….good question…..it went like this [metal gear solid 4 playing >Konami website > Castlevania reference > Wallpaper process ] yep that’s how it went …

Aside from having the idea and no time to do it the Government appointed judges in the country ….. yea judges …so I’ve been in and out of court …for what you may ask?..... well I’ve attained the somewhat unnecessary responsibility of two kids that I didn’t make -_-‘’ don’t take it the wrong way… I’ve been made legal guardian of my mother’s two children …this just might lead you to say ..”wait that doesn’t make any sense… that means you’d be legal guardian of yourself included right?” …which would then lead me to say …. I didn’t say my self included…. My mother has said it time and time again … I’m her substitute ….so anyway… yep :P .. the court said I’m the legal guardian of her boy (age 16) and her girl (14) ….. heartless I am ?.... no ..not really just you don’t spring kids on some one who never knew them after 19 years :S ….but anywhoo…

These two mogwai happen to be the most deceitful and manipulative brats I’ve ever encountered…. Simply spoilt …DON’T FEED THEM !! …..

Aside from this I’m bitterly depressed and suicide isn’t my cup of tea , hard situations tend to show you who your friends are , and in my case most have turned their backs recently when I just needed someone , though in defense of those who are going to say … “what about me shan?” to you I am forever in your debt ….and yet still after 2 months I still cry myself to sleep and at times pray I don’t wake up …nevertheless each of my situations have contributed to the wall you see before you … I leave it in your hands to put your own interpretation to it and as usual comments and favs are appreciated …till we meet again AP….