*(copied from MT)*

*Listening to Prayer~ Disturbed
I found a reason~ Cat power
Funk soul brother~ Fatboy Slim
I cant get no satisfaction~ Rolling stones
Straight out of line~ Godsmack*

Ok i swear this would be my last dark wallpaper before i start on a summer wall for this month since im such a RAT BAS.... but yeah anyways i wanted to do more walls which included men who looked like girls but theyre not cos they just look like it...which comes in terms with being metrosexual and at the same time hotties for women all over!^_^ So i got this from MT and its one of the characters of the series Trinity blood which looks like castlevania the game but i could be wrong cos i have never seen this anime as of yet, simple extraction, a little re-cg here and there then tried to make it as seem as if they were inside a small cathedral lighting candles. Sorry if the frontal figures dont look as clear but the main focus is the two guys by the rule of perspective is "as if you get closer to one object in focus, the objects closer become blurry"... added a pillar so it wouldnt look empty and make it seem as if they were in a cathedral. Lots of experimenting with brushes but especially the yellow lighting eminating from the candles, to the characters, the wall and some natural light going on the clothes also.

I got the little phrase on the text title from the Silent Hill movie but i could have misinterpreted it so refrain from my uncertain lack of intelligence so it namely goes "Do you know that we will judge angels?, Do you know that saints will judge the world?". I chose this because of the religious significance most religious "good and evil" type genres of movies and shows that are constantly going around in the world and thought this would go together very nicely.

More resolutions in Imanimetions! Anyway hope you like! ^_~

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Personal intent:
Lately ive been feeling misplaced with myself, ive been thinking for going for the same sex deal which has been on my mind for a while... not of the intimate crap but more on the companionship type thing, not as best buddy but more of close friend which you can relate to ... just like a girl would . But what am i talking about, life for me seems to be about the uber sensitive sides of choices which come together in this whole grand scale of things. Lately ive been like a depleted volcano, on my bed with a naked girl on one side while on the other my hand is sticking out in bed while i look at my half filled bottle of whiskey namely "Muerte" while near it is a white petaled flower pot staring at me from a distance. And as i look up on my bed i see the mirrored image of myself almost dead but saved by a half asleep angel grasping me tightly, never letting go because she feels that i would die in an instant i walk out that door. BUT the problem is im not wearing my crucifix necklace which is actually on the bedside table next to me. (just to let you know its my damn imagination for an artpiece im doing now) I think im starting to become bitter as i get into my psyche of artmaking and being a hopelessly happy sad but happy person nowadays... although i dont need your sympathy (if your reading this) cos all i need is a little prayer in your hearts cos were all lost souls in this world and are finding the meaning which binds us in the chain of life.

Loneliness, silence and hope for love: 3 negative things which motivate me into making the art and maybe someday it might be getting a calibur .38 which could finish all of this... *sigh*
hmmm t'was the time.