*(copied from MT)*

In the loneliness of my heart
i said this a thousand times
finding the words i use to say
No sorrow is ever to little
the past i seclude myself in is hindered slowly
my loveless persona is shattered
i tend to search but no i wander
to this song i sing to you
the beauties that walk this earth
I am the angel of sadness
the tempest of nothingness
ending now i become
something which i cannot explain
To find the one for me,
the one who can extinguish the fires which plague my heart...

I want to find someone who can love me for who i am...

*Listening to Love Saver ~ T.M. Revolution
Gamble Rumble ~ Move : Initial D*

Another simple wall i wanted to make to pass the time away for reasons intertwined with my loneliness im starting to have for myself in my state in life right now. I got this scan from Nuriko in MT and yeah i loved the story book theme incorporated in the Chobits series, sad but a heartfelt search for the one who can love her... I guess thats what i am 24/7 right now... even if ive given up searching for the right person i still never given up hope that there is someone out there in the world who is the opposite of my personality and is searching too. So i extracted the image and made it HQ as much as I can and copied the starry night and lil buildings made on the Chobits series. Added a shadow of the chracter depicting of the dark side of Chii, Some text and NO NO NO NO NO NO thats not Kanji or Japaanese caligraphy its actually Celtic runic language which translates tot he actual text i assumed it fitted more on wall that Japanese icons but yeah at least it went through in the end. Also put some small dotted texture to neautralize the whole busy-ness of the wall.

Anyway more resolutions coming up in Imanimetions.net so dont fret guys... ~_^ Hope you like it because its a personal wall for me...

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Personal intent:
Loneliness is a part of every person in this world and none has affected me like a giant sword in my heart more than me, everyday i get these alternate mood swings which either bring me to outmost happiness to downright crappy depressive sadness which kinda hurts my concious mind which really strives hard to "masquerade" this unfortunate series of events, even if i talk to my parents and family they would just say i was either crazy or somewhat stupid for reasons i dont want to even imagine deciphering. Feeling that you are .0000000000001% important in the universe keeps my reality and imaginary side in check and thru it all i just want to find someone in this world or universe who would actually understand me for who i am... kind of a hard thing to ask but i believe we have an opposite in this world and we can attract ourselves if we ever cross paths but to my perspective its a slim chance in hell that would actually happen...

Anyway even if you dont read this it doesnt mean im gonna die right about now.. im just a hopeless wanderer who just wants to put a little something to think about which is that not all people who are Happy are actually happy... i seem to have that 6th sense where i can feel peoples sadness and try to suck it right out of them... maybe for me thats my greatest power i can share in the world. So all in all i think i just go to deep thought too many times... o_o