There comes a time when you realize that real life gives you a kick in the head and pushes all the freakin difficulties onto you, such as the work you do and that you desire to do is widely different, and that you feel you are deviating from your original path, a path that is made of a choice to your liking for something, say... art, for example, that you should have pursued it, but then did not.

This wallpaper received original inspiration from the people around me, those who wanted me to get better, and leave my little fantasies behind, and those who praise me because I sort of got it all planned out. This wallpaper is about myself, deviated from my path of origin, deviated from my path of desire, and still in pursue of something perhaps far more material in form, and far more worthy of my time, but yet it is a form of self denial that I thrive from.

Textures credit goes to Misc_Textures from Resurgere.

(actually I am not too sure if this is Range Murata but i am right to choose this scan because of his excellently deep and sorrowful expression. )

A dedication to all those who are still supporting and caring for me here on the net life, Sacred, Moose, Hamster, Alexa, Milk, BjorN, OmegaS., and those who in real life cheer me on in these Turbulent times.

Thanks and enjoy. Please do full view before commenting. Cheers!