Mawata Awayuki. She is one of the main characters in the show "Pretear". She is very complecated and complex. She hides things within and no one cares to look under her fowl and stiff complection. She was once strong for her Mother and her big sister when her father died. Then after that her Mother and big sister took her for granted and never thought maybe, just maybe Mawata needed to greive for her father as well. Which leads us to her postcards as "Miss Silk" to Sasame's radio station. To her obession of Sasame's attention. The one person even tho under a false name was still her only friend that she could tell such secrets too. Then with her actually meeting the sweet and attentive Sasame she falls deeper into this obession that was to somehow cure her lonly heart.
In someways it did. Since, she was finally broken down to where she had long held her self back from. That total destruction. The absolute point she totally gave up. She had no more inside her when she seen the one friend she told her secrets to betray her with a kiss on the evil Fenrir; The Princess of Distruction aka Takako. Thus thru this betral and total break down that Fenrir took total advantage of. Mawata Awayuki finally found the one person who seen what she thought no one else could see. Her pain. By her step-sister Himeno. Which leads Mawata's mother and big sister to see her pain as well. Leading to a happier ending but we all know she still had pain to deal with after. Right? No one is fixed that easily.

So, what do you think of our Mawata Awayuki? Tell us your thoughts about this second main character of "Pretear".

::Angel-chan::

What you said reminded me of an episode of Buffy where she had telepathic powers that she couldn't turn off... they got more and more intense. What she said in the tower when she stopped that boy from killing himself. It was something like "you're wrong, I don't think of you at all, no one really does. They're all too caught up in their own pain to pay attention to yours. You think you're alone? Look out there [looks out over the school with lots of kids just walking around at lunch time], it seems quiet but it's not, it's deafening"... when a person feels pain and closes them self off, it's easy to feel despair because you feel lonely, like no one understands. The thing is though, other people would understand a lot more than one might think, even if a lot of the time they might pretend they don't. Pain, it's like, they say "no pain, no gain" right? Well I think it might work that way for the heart and soul as much as the body. When exercising, it's easy not to at first because it's uncomfortable, you're not used to it, and it doesn't feel so good, but if you exercise more and more, you get use to it and maybe even look forward too it. Pain of the heart, it's like that too, the more you work through it, the less it hurts and the stronger you become. Like momentum, the more you do something, the more you can do. Like following like I suppose...

Wow, that was very good August. Its true that we all go thru pain and fall into that whole. Thinking no one could ever understand our pain. That our pain is so much different and so much more harsh to bare. When in reality; if you let yourself; you can find that your pain is understood. By another human just like you. Even by God/Jesus.[ An yes, I know not all believe such things but I do. So, I will add it in.] So, whom ever you are around more then likly can understand your pain but yes, sometimes. Sometimes people's situations are very different and one person hasn't been thru such a tramatic situation that another has. Leaving the one person in the dark about how it feels but all the same it doesn't mean that the same one person can't listen. Can't try to understand. If they are willing that is. So, take heart. Even those life can be rather harsh and mean... we can all pull thru. Even if we fall so deep into the whole we become like Mawata. To the point we think no one can reach us but there is always one person, one supernatural being that can reach us. Always.

[Please give us your comments on Mawata!]

::Angel-chan::