Today I was supposed to be able to resume my AP life...unfortunately, recent events force me to further postpone this pause...

These events are the reminding of the cruelty of the people in this world, the reminding of egoism of the people of these world and my recent fall. My leg is currently swollen and I can barely walk...

But the main reason is the renewal of the hatred towards myself and my current mood...I'm not as I usually am and I require some time for recovery...