Around this hour (midnight here) everything in my head screams 'i dont want to anymore'. cause i've been doing some shit bsc project for days now and i am nowhere near the end. and the deadline is coming. and i'm getting pissed on this stupid GDI+ made by no other than Microsoft, and you know what? it's just like everything else they make. so what that the documentation says it does that and that and should do what i want and need for my app. but guess what - it doesn't. it just doesn't. i end up doing most of the things myself.

i wonder why it pisses me off so much. but it's the same with wallpapers, sometimes i can't think of a design or illustrator is again doing shits with copy-paste or transparency gradients and i'm going mad like this too. sometimes i'm trying too hard i think. if it keeps on going at least i'll die hard. whatever that means...