i used to be ignorant... not minding the important things I should learn.

perhaps i've been so idealistic... i never knew the exceptions need to be considered.

i embraced naivity...that's why i've been left behind.

i guess i'm so weak... i never learned to fight for myself

i hate myself for being a pushover...and it has been the reason for being unloved.

now i'm lost...i never found my existence... i mean nothing.


that's me.



and now i run...reaching before twilight.

searching the path towards the light.

wishing to move on...

hoping to change...

someday a new 'me' will reborn...

as long as my life goes on...