I seriously had no idea I had so much JUNK! seriously, I've let myself go over the past years and the amount of stuff that has built up is amazing. I still have projects from 1st grade for pete's sake! Although it's been nice looking at all my papers and projects it's a bit sad to see them in the trash. The only thing that seems to be safe from the dark abyss of the trash can are all my old writing folders. After reading all my old essays, I've realized how much of a good writer I've been back then. No, I don't mean I'm like some pre-mature shakesphere in the making. I mean, back then, writing was a big hobby of mine and my writing were really good, espcially when I wrote straight from the heart. Ok, every now and then I find an essay that isn't the best it could be but I find myself thinking that if I had the chance, I would add this here or there. Maybe when I finally finish cleaning out my room, I'll re-write some of my old writings and post them on my blog. That is, if I ever FINISH my blog. I just don't have the inspiration to make layouts and more. I'm losing the magic. The magic that makes you feel like a kid. The magic that lets you dream...it's almost gone.