It's funny how sometimes when you're in love, it brings out so many emotions within you. You realize so much and make use of every moment that you're alive...and then when it's taken from you, or you lose it, the world just seems to turn upside down...you stop caring for everything, the need to be alone, and selfish is so much that you can't believe you even had loved so much in the first place......

well......this is to the first part, the part where you can't seem to live without the person:

At night I look to the sky and wonder,
the moon the stars I'm standing under,
why each night they seem to grow dense,
why their light is fading...makes no sense...

I see even the sun just seems
to lose its brightest beams
and no more is each day
lit up by the sun in any way...

yet you see my days are illuminated
as if my life is now gold plated
from inch to inch and mile to mile
my world is lit up because of your smile...

your smile puts the stars to shame,
the moon just hides ever since you came
into my life and sweeped me away
and you still do with each passing day...

I fall more and more in love with you
with every moment I spend with you
my heart just seems to miss you so
much it never wants to let you go...

I could spend an eternity
to write how much you mean to me
but you see I dont know if I will
have enough time to spill
the feelings of my heart
plus I wouldnt know where to start...

so each night I write a little more
to try and somehow even the score...
how each day you make me fall for you
and each day my suspicion grows more true...

you're in no way a human being
and my eyes tell me what I'm seeing...
I feel like I'm under a magic spell
that you cast as my guardian angel...

oh the feelings of love...

~renzokuken.